im terribly heartbroken.
i feel so painful.
why is it that nowadays, watever i do is always seen as wrong?
i can see it so obviously that he dun trust me at all.
even for the simplest things.
nowadays, every lil issue is a sensitive issue.
everything i do is wrong.
im just wrong frm the start, frm the scratch.
im really losing all my strength.
im really in so much despair.
when will things get better?
im losing myself.
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